Right now is a very pivotal moment for myself, I would say. You know in life there's these very clear turning points, and you know that on this day, the next few things you do are going to change everything. - Also, I might cry, but don't take it personally.
Last summer, I got out of a really long, steady, boring relationship, and I was like - you know what, I’m just going to move back to New York.
I was in Los Angeles. I packed up all my things and came back to the place where i’ve felt happiest, which is here, and then I decided to spontaneously date my best friend of five years. And yesterday I decided to end that.
It was sad - but I'm relieved, and I think this next phase in my life is -- I told my best friends, the ones that I don’t date, that I’m entering my artistic era … I don't have time to be sad, I can be sad while I'm trying to continue to live life. I got my own apartment, I call it my ‘single girl apartment’ but I've never really been single in it.
I feel like the lesson it's trying to teach me is that [pause] I think you just shouldn’t waste time to enjoy life, and there's so much out there if you want it. When you’re growing up, your parents give you -- they instill confidence in you, or they give you all the skills that you need in life, and its like a well. And when you need those things you just go to the well, pick it up, and let that serve you. So, I am trying to dig into what my parents have given me, and use that to move on.